Racking and jacking my mind up Cannot be telling the time, I Don't care, no I don't care, no You send thirty messages drunk And dirty messages drunk But I don't look No, I can't be **** to look I could not breathe You took your toll on me You're suffocating, please But since I watched you leave I can see for the first time And I can see for the first time And I can see for the first time For the first time And I can see for the first time You get jealous easily You did not make it easy But what was I expecting? It's a very fitting ending You say I hurt you bad, well That was never my intent I was looking out for myself And all of my mental health And I could not breathe You took your toll on me You're suffocating, please But since I watched you leave, I noticed And I can see for the first time I can see for the first time I can see for the first time For the first time For the first time And I can see for the first time There is no better deduction There is no better solution There is no better deduction There is no better solution There is no better deduction There is no better solution There is no better deduction There is no better solution I can see for the first time I can see for the first time I can see for the first time For the first time For the first time I can see for the first time I can see for the first time I can see for the first time For the first time For the first time